Is it possible to get clean..
My name is FABIAN and I was on episode number #50.
I was able to get clean.
22 months Sober as of today. Im here to share my life with you. I want to offer my support to anyone in need of a friend in searching for answers on how to get sober. Its not easy; I know it first hand. Im pretty active on the facebook Intervention page and I have been able to give guidance to a lot of people. Therefore I'm posting this blog so that we can talk and support each other. Its not easy, but it is possible to achieve a better life.
My life was a mess. True chaos. Not to mention I managed to lose it all. Why wait to hit rock bottom like I did. An addict in despair only hurts himself further by not reaching out. Suicidal thoughts and all of those resentments will drive you crazy. The guilt alone is bad enough. Don't be afraid to ask. Try one day to be sober. If I can means you can too. Im no different than any of you. We are all mad. We all have family issues. We are all broke. So what.
My approach is simple. A One Man War. Only you can fight this. Only You will win in the end. The triumph is yours to keep. If you have read this far you probably have a problem. And if you're sober then well done. Im only here to gain from you, to remind myself everyday of where I came from. Trust me til this day I'm still trying to understand where it all went wrong. All I can do is pick up the pieces of my broken heart. I still cry alone at times, but I don't feel guilty because I'm no longer doing wrong. Wrong to myself and hurting my loved ones. I still look back to all the wreakage I did. The havoc. All those times arrested, the blackouts, the misery. The sin and pain will always run thru my veins. I had to leave it all behind and never look back. All I can do today is heal my fragile mind and help a fellow addict reach some sort of sobriety. An addict will die today somewhere, all alone. To die in fear knowing your to blame is not fair to those who love you. Don't cry alone.
Thanks
Fabian
I was able to get clean.
22 months Sober as of today. Im here to share my life with you. I want to offer my support to anyone in need of a friend in searching for answers on how to get sober. Its not easy; I know it first hand. Im pretty active on the facebook Intervention page and I have been able to give guidance to a lot of people. Therefore I'm posting this blog so that we can talk and support each other. Its not easy, but it is possible to achieve a better life.
My life was a mess. True chaos. Not to mention I managed to lose it all. Why wait to hit rock bottom like I did. An addict in despair only hurts himself further by not reaching out. Suicidal thoughts and all of those resentments will drive you crazy. The guilt alone is bad enough. Don't be afraid to ask. Try one day to be sober. If I can means you can too. Im no different than any of you. We are all mad. We all have family issues. We are all broke. So what.
My approach is simple. A One Man War. Only you can fight this. Only You will win in the end. The triumph is yours to keep. If you have read this far you probably have a problem. And if you're sober then well done. Im only here to gain from you, to remind myself everyday of where I came from. Trust me til this day I'm still trying to understand where it all went wrong. All I can do is pick up the pieces of my broken heart. I still cry alone at times, but I don't feel guilty because I'm no longer doing wrong. Wrong to myself and hurting my loved ones. I still look back to all the wreakage I did. The havoc. All those times arrested, the blackouts, the misery. The sin and pain will always run thru my veins. I had to leave it all behind and never look back. All I can do today is heal my fragile mind and help a fellow addict reach some sort of sobriety. An addict will die today somewhere, all alone. To die in fear knowing your to blame is not fair to those who love you. Don't cry alone.
Thanks
Fabian
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